well where do I start. We all continue to miss you loads and always think of you.  I bet your looking down and chuckling. I'm a ward sister now and loving life, yeah we both know the truth lol.  Natalie is getting married in less than a month and charlee Farlee is due to have a beautiful baby boy very very soon.  During each of these milestones you are thought about daily as you should be with us through this.  I promise I'll cuddle and squish the baby for you when I first meet him cuz I know you would of been dragged into being birthing partner whether you liked it or not. Look after her during this.  We miss you darling and will do that sky dive you wanted to do for your 21st as soon as we muster the courage.  Miss you chicken each and every day.  Hope your loving the peace and looking after family from above.  Mmwah xxxxxxxx